New beginning?
Well, it is over a year sinceI last wrote.
I have, at least for the moment, managed to kick the escort habit - it is several months since I misbehaved.
It is a beginning - but only that. As with any addiction, it only takes a moment's weakness to fall off the wagon and, once one has broken that vow, it is all too easy to let it spiral away. Sexual addiction is difficult, perhaps more difficult than other addictions - sexual motifs surround us. Temptation is constant and one cannot abstain totally if one is in a relationship - or at least it would not be fair to one's partner to do so.
So, much as 20 years on, someone will refer to themselves as a "recovering alcholic", I am a recovering sex addict. I'll never be cured but I might just not fuck up my life.
I have, at least for the moment, managed to kick the escort habit - it is several months since I misbehaved.
It is a beginning - but only that. As with any addiction, it only takes a moment's weakness to fall off the wagon and, once one has broken that vow, it is all too easy to let it spiral away. Sexual addiction is difficult, perhaps more difficult than other addictions - sexual motifs surround us. Temptation is constant and one cannot abstain totally if one is in a relationship - or at least it would not be fair to one's partner to do so.
So, much as 20 years on, someone will refer to themselves as a "recovering alcholic", I am a recovering sex addict. I'll never be cured but I might just not fuck up my life.
posted by Salvatori at 4:00 pm
7 Comments:
A hearty welcome back sweetie.. you have been missed....
and congratulations on the several months of abstinence.
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I am so glad that I checked to see if you had posted lately! You have been missed. Good luck on your fight against your addiction. I hope to see you post regularly again.
Welcome back. And congrats.
welcome back.. man its been a long time and finally low and behold ur back :)... wish you the best and hope you blog all the time like u used to
I hear you, and I'm glad you're taking control of it. Can't imagine it's easy, but I know you can do it. good luck.
wow, i haven't looked you up and it looks as though it's ben six months since you posted... was hoping to read a bit more.
I hope you've gotten some of the previous issues out a bit, and you're doing ok...
Congrats!
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